Notice me

Dude. You're letting the same routine haunt you. At the 1st sign of trouble you hide away, shun away. Why?

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Kill me now

EXAMS. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I have this mentality that the exams are inevitable and therefore not really worrying about it much. Ironic ya? Not caring it's coming cause it is bound to arrive.

As usual, some last minute cramming followed by 2 hours of trying my luck.

Feeling very very very indifferent right now. Heavy heart, heavy mind.

If you have the choice of not knowing something bad or having a confirmation, which choice would you take? Ignorance or Assurance?

Wrong choice, kill me now.

Animals

Here we go again.

Alright, no meat diet is over. Feelings? Not much really. Maybe it's because it only a short period of time.

What are you waiting for?

Exams are upon us! Here's to hoping we all do well and have a great, great final few weeks of schooling life, until university that is.

Take a bite of my heart tonight.

Not ready I guess. Sometimes I feel that I'm the problem as the situation seems familiar. Maybe I'm not clear enough, maybe I'm not fast enough, maybe I'm not aggressive enough, maybe I'm not ready. While you seem like my Cinderella as we seem to meet only every two months, the moments I would cherish. Until the clock strike twelve and the fantasy lifted.

Say goodbye to my heart tonight

Olixie

Raining, rain rain go away.

The title of this post is the name of the girl in my dreams last night. Been haunting me the entire day.

Well CNY is approaching and also the end of my enforced 'seafood only' diet. Cant wait to try meat again. Almost forgotten what it taste like. 2 more weeks. Just 2 more weeks. I will get fat la.

3am and I'm going to head to bed now. Wishing for the same dream last night.

Karaoke is Japanese for 'empty orchestra'.

Lastly, please please please dont sell Torres.

Grenade

Easy come, easy go, that's just how you live
Oh, take, take, take it all but you never give
Should've known you was trouble from the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?

Alright, I've been neglecting this blog.

Happy birthday to you. sigh

phobias

I have something to confess

Okay guys, schools started and all. Only problem, I don't know my timetable yet. Haven't looked yet. People in school all seem so new and unfamiliar. All new faces. Classes are starting up, this semester I'm going to try to do well. Try to attend classes and do tutorials.

Phobias. What a laugh.

Confidence.

It will be easier to just die.

So I've been living life as it is. Not caring about problems, not bothering about troubles. The simple life.

There will always be an ache I can't get rid off. Always going to be something that I will always want and can't get. The greener grass on the other side of the fence.

For many things I want, many things I crave. I close my eyes and wonder 'what if' & 'how will it be' but it never happens.

I realized... confidence is key.

Silly girl. Do what you always tell me. If you like him, go for it. Live life with no fear and you will have no regrets. Close your eyes and take the plunge without fear cause if you fall, you know I'll be at the bottom of the cliff to cushion your fall.